I can say so much right now, but all I have to say is that this is the time I need to concentrate on myself, I need to catch up with me becoming the person I want to be. Everything is a learning experience and I know that I will become more understanding and have a better outcome with everything that I go through. I need to give my heart a rest for a while. I need to let it rest to figure out everything that is going on in my new life. This isn't the time to concentrate on a relationship now I realize. Love can wait. I just want you to know that even though I fell in love with you for a short period of time, I felt as if I loved you as if we known each other forever and I cannot get over the fact of how close we became. You became my bestfriend. And with all the things that happened regardless I still love you. I wish it wasn't the way it was but what can both of us do. I'm going to accept it and move forward and the future only yet has so many surprises for me, I'll take everyday as a precious moment that I will never forget. Just like with you. I love you and I hope everything will be better for you. I know it will.