Alright so I havent wrote in this in a while and I could careless about my grammar. I'm just frustrated. I need to let out my feelings that I've been building for so long. Do you know how hard it is just to keep positive? To leave everything on a positive note. I feel the pressure in my head where I just wanna explode. I keep it all in for the sake of others. You think that's easy? To feel a certain way but keep it inside. I'm so stressed right now, I know that I feel this way now and its gonna go away, but i dont like feeling like this. I hate to feel down. I hate this feeling period.